gentry13

what’s in a name?

In Uncategorized on July 8, 2010 at 4:03 am

as a bible college senior, i prepared a final paper and preached a subsequent sermon on romans 7:7-25 – that tricky bit where the apostle paul both acknowledges our existential angst and orients us towards our ultimate, gracious adoption as sons and daughters of God.

although i would like to report otherwise, that text has framed my understanding of the Christian life from that point forward. the fidelity towards God, other and creation that i desire is usually eclipsed by narcissistic actions that i don’t desire. though i have been buried with Christ and want to patiently await the resurrection i do not deserve and cannot comprehend, i constantly scrape, struggle and scramble to escape the burial that unexpectedly brings new life.

in a mostly forgotten book i read some years ago the author talked about flannery o’connor’s “Christ haunted south.” as i’ve mentioned to several people in the past couple of weeks, i often feel haunted by the gospel which i simultaneously find attractive and repulsive as well as my calling which i cling to with a cocktail of dogged fidelity and detached irony.

so it is that i’ve come to think of myself as the inconsistent adopted. since rick and i are not going to appropriate the name for a band anytime soon, renaming the blog will have to do.

thanks in advance for joining the conversation & offering wisdom and critique. fyi: if you want to read six years worth of mainly worthless posts, surf over to the old site.

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